Oct 28, 2020

A Long Time Vacant Chamber of the Heart, Breaking

This feeling

when you lose someone

you never knew,

this feeling of loss,

of losing something

you never had.

The ghosts of memories

that could have been.

This feeling

when you want

to call your mom

but you don't know why.

This sudden obligation.

This great mystery

raveling and unraveling.

These small triggers

in life, utterly affecting,

that move you

in ways unexpected.

These shifts of sorrow

in the heart,

the dust blowing

through an empty room,

the shards

of a childhood

never lived,

on the floor,

next to the ghost of a father

deceased.


Are these just explanations

of the unexplainable?

The heart that has no bones

will not break. 

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